Thursday, August 09, 2007
i've been having odd dreams. i wonder why.
i've been feeling quite emotional lately. i wonder why too.
national day songs make me sad. watching national day parade on tv makes me sad too.
it's such a pity that we didn't have national day celebrations yesterday. i would rather have the concert than carnival day. the concert would have made me sad. but i wanted a concert, since this is the last national day i would be celebrating. i really should stop my 'last time' for everything. but it's hard to imagine what life would be without all these special occasions.
i think this year's national day song is quite alright. i mean the 'there's no place i'd rather be'. not the other one. hah.
imagine starting days without the national anthem and pledge. imagine no more ndps. imagine not dressing up in ethnic costumes during national day celebrations in school again. (with me hyperventilating and screaming my lungs out cause the sari was dropping)
well. the worse is to imagine not having the people around me in future. people whom i scream, shout, scold, tease, laugh at. people who laughs at my silliness. people who praises me. (: people who cares when i'm sad or when i suddenly break down (which you can say is very often). people who feel shy after i plant a kiss on their cheek, or rather come back looking for more (we were playing with jialing's funny dice).
oh well. i told you i'm emo-ing. i'm alright, seriously. i'm always like that, especially this year. and especially since i can't concentrate on my homework, and needless to say, my revision.
alright!
au revoir. (:
the yesterday of last year, i was watching fireworks with people who are dear.from 'there's no place i'd rather be', a few of my favourite lines:'There's no place i'd rather be, you'll always be a part of me.''This is where ... And my friends grew up with me'
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
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